The daily adventures of a stay-at-home mom of four busy little boys, ages 8 and under! This is the life of Sam (8), Luke (5), Caleb & Matthew (4).
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Hello 2013!
New Year's Eve holds no special place in the life of our family. Our kiddos are relatively young...and lack of sleep makes them grouchy and mean. Who needs more of that in their lives? Not this momma! {snicker} I got enough of my own! My dear hubby is also an early to bed, early to rise sort of guy...so, it's really asking too much for him to stay up past midnight just to kiss me and let out a "whoot!" for the new year. So, I am usually the only one up to watch the ball drop and usher in the coming year. Honestly, we are really fun people - the fun just usually happens before midnight!
We are not big "resolution" sorts of people, either. But, this year was a bit different. As we sat down to dinner on January 1, 2013...I asked the boys to think of a goal they had for the coming year. I explained that a goal was something you wanted to accomplish, to get better at something, a new habit you wanted to gain, etc... You know, just to get their "wheels" spinning and inspire some good ideas.
So, our responsible first-born responded with something about not wanting to fail third grade (he is an excellent student - and not in danger of failing) and wanting to help poor people. Love his heart.
Then, we moved around the table to our youngest child (4), who said something I can't remember and then something I hope I never forget, "I am going to try to not pick my nose when we go to special places." Ha! I love the honesty...and what exactly would qualify as a "special" place?
Next up, our second born kiddo...with a big heart. He shared about how he wanted to share things that he had with people who didn't have very much. He also wanted to give his food to hungry people. Love this.
Around the table again, to our third born...who shared that if he "gets lots of money" he will share it with the poor. I love his generous heart and pray that he isn't planning to play the lotto. {snicker}
So, I began to notice a theme developing...God is growing our boy's hearts for the "least of these." So, I guess we had all better get moving in that direction in more intentional ways (that our boys can see). I've been praying for opportunities that are age-appropriate for our kiddos.
We've also begun a new habit for the new year. We're reading this little gem (for the life of me, blogger will not allow me to open a photo of the cover here) each day after dinner. I have been reading the adult version of "Jesus Calling"" for a few years now...and I love it. It blesses me and reminds me of Jesus' great love for me.
So, we are reading it together daily as a family each night. As is much of our life, sometimes it's a blessed time together and other times, it's a total train wreck. {snicker} We're learning to embrace it all!
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
Happy Birthday, Jesus!
As much as I love these traditions, they make my parent's absence even more noticeable. It's sort of a bittersweet time. This time last year, my dad had just recently gone home to heaven and it was our second Christmas without my mom. It's hard. My own childhood was rich with family traditions...my mom was crazy about Christmas! My heart is filled with the joy of Christmas and my heart aches to celebrate with my parents. Things are good...but, very different. Sometimes, my heart longs for what used to be.
More than any temporal feeling of happiness or sadness, my heart is filled with joy. The kind of joy that comes from a friendship with Jesus. What an amazing thing to know that God wanted so desperately to know us...really know us and for us to truly know the depth of His love for us - that He sent a baby. As a mother, this part of God's plan is not lost on me. A helpless, adorable, needy, sweet baby was sent to save the world. Amazing.
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Trick or Treat 2012
I know that many folks have differing opinions about Halloween and participating in it's festivities. Honestly, I am not sure what we would do (or not do) if we didn't live in Wilmore. Our "trick-or-treating" is a fun and friendly experience for families. My boys love to dress up - the excitement is over the top! They love to see their friends and neighbors all dressed up, too. We go downtown and gather candy, play a few carnival games, and then go home. I am so thankful that our sweet little town avoids the gorry, creepy, evil side of this holiday. We're able to claim it for fun family memories instead. And there were certainly lot's of memorable moments to enjoy!
| My four little "treats" posing in front of the Wilmore Fire Truck. |
| Mario (Caleb) & Luigi (Matthew) I still giggle each time I look at this pic. {little sweeties - big 'staches} |
| Sam was one cool "ninja" Can't believe how big he is. |
| Luigi & Mario found a Transformer! Luke loves robotic things that move and twist...s o, he was super excited about this costume. |
| Caleb's "big eyes" face. Cracks us up everytime! |
| The Johnson boy's with their jack-o-lanterns. |
| While we were gathering treats on Main Street we found another Mario and Luigi! This is one of Brad's students and his son. |
| All aglow! |
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Fall Break - Day 3
Our last day in Indiana found us at The Indianapolis Children's Museum. Our dear friends, Tom and Jan, were brave enough to join us for the fun. And, did we ever have fun! From the time we arrived until we reluctantly left (nearly 6 hours later), we had a great time. Every one of our six senses was heightened at one point or another - the boys were in heaven!
| Luke was hard at work designing a car. |
| Sam enjoyed pretending to deliver the evening news. |
| Matthew and Mr. Tom stopping for a tickle. {love this} |
| Caleb in the exhibit about healthy living...exercise and nutrition. |
Tom and Jan, thanks so much for making time for us and making some magical memories with my boys. We love you so much! |
Monday, November 5, 2012
Fall Break - Day 2
My dear mother-in-law offered to watch the boys while I went to have coffee with two very dear friends. I have known these young ladies since they were in sixth grade...and now they are both married and each recently had sweet baby girls. Brittany and Lora were each part of our youth ministry program for years and I also had the honor of being their small group leader all throughout high school...and now, I am so thankful to be their friend. What a blessing to be "doing life" with them for such a long time. I love that God sets us into "faith families" to make this journey with. So, we sipped coffee and chatted about motherhood, family, and faith. They even let me hold their sweet little ones. Swoon....I was in love! They are young women of great faith and they are also incredible mothers.
| Lora and baby Audrey |
| Brittany and sweet Cora |
| Nee Nee and Caleb riding to the patch |
| Caleb found a winner! |
| It's impossible to get a good pic of this crew! Little clowns! |
| Sam searching for the "perfect" one... |
Luke was determined to find the smallest, "cutest" pumpkin.
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Thursday, November 1, 2012
Fall Break Fun - 1st Day
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We arrived in time for some visiting, some dinner, and some sleeping. The next day, we headed to the Indianapolis Zoo. Our dear friend, Miss Lori, volunteered to come along with us. We nearly had the place to ourselves and enjoyed a great day! I was pregnant with the twins the last time we visited a zoo, so we were long overdue for some face time with the animals. The dolphin show was a highlight and the penguins were a huge hit, too. We can't wait to go back again.
| The boys loved this penguin's "bad hair day." |
| My favorite animals at the zoo. |
| Luke and Matthew up close and personal with the tiger. |
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Transition.
Just the other day, it occurred to me that leaving our home used to be incredibly difficult. When the twins were very young it was much easier to just stay home - too much effort required to load everyone into the van. I can vividly remember the stress of gathering coats, hats, shoes, etc... for all four boys and then
So, I am recognizing that the Johnson Tribe is in a time of transition. We're much more mobile and it requires considerably less effort to move the Tribe from place to place. For the most part, the boys are capable of behaving themselves and are very confident that I am not afraid to discipline them when we are in public. It's mostly a pleasant experience to go places with them....I look forward to it. {sigh} There was a day I couldn't have ever imagined thinking that.
So, this summer Sam will attend a basketball camp at the local University. He is super excited about it and we're eager to cheer him on as he learns about the game. Luke, Caleb, and Matthew will be enjoying some swimming lessons and to say they are excited doesn't begin to describe how they feel about it! Matthew squeals everytime we mention it! They are growing up and ready to spread their wings a bit more...I hope their parents can keep up. I am praying fervently for God's wisdom in keeping a proper balance with this new "busyness" in our lives...to keep loving Him and loving His people at the center of our family life.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Another First...
Speaking of undone, there are constant reminders of things left undone. My mom died at such a young age (only 63) and so unexpectedly. There are reminders of a life in progress all around our house: a Billy Graham biography with her bookmark at the half-way point, her "Jesus Calling" daily devotional book lying on the bedside table open the day before she died, projects that we had intended to finish, meals we were going to prepare, and the list goes on and on. It's painful.
As I grieve, I am keenly aware of how my boys(including Brad) are processing my mom's death, too. Sam was moved to tears....sobbing...on Christmas Eve. He knew that Christmas wasn't the same with his "Gran." It made him sad. He kept saying, "It's just not the same. It's not right. I want her back with me." Heartbreaking. Walking through this season of grief with our boys has been the most difficult and tender time. We've been honest, we've shared tears, we've validated their feelings, and reassured them of God's promises.
At first glance, Luke appears to be just fine...however, he fearful that I will "go away" like his grandma did. He is never far from my side and is always seeking my affection. Several times a day, I hear him say, "I am going to marry you, Mom." "I am never going to break away from you, Mom." "I don't want you to leave." "I don't want you to go to Heaven." I do my best to reassure him that his Daddy and I are doing all that we can to live a long life with him and that going to Heaven isn't scary - but, wonderful! A few nights ago, we had just finished reading a bedtime story and we snuggle up close for a prayer together. After the "amen," I hear his soft voice say, "Mom, if there was a fire at our house, would we all go to Heaven." Poor sweet boy. I assured him that Daddy loved us all so much that he made our house safe with fire alarms, smoke detectors, and fire extinguishers. We talked about calling 911 and how firemen and policemen would come help us. I reminded him of our family's plan to meet at our mailbox out front if there was a fire. I tried to empower him to do something...equip him with some skills to help him cope. I am just so unsure of what to say at times. Grief is complex...the process is different for each of us.
Caleb and Matthew continue to talk about my mom as usual. I wonder if they think that the 8 weeks she lived with us was like a "long visit" and now she has gone back to Indiana. They remember things that Gran gave them, books she read to them, and things she said, like "Sweet Dreams" before bedtime. I pray that they will "know" her through the photos and stories we tell them. My mom loved them fiercely.
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| Sam drew this on the chalkboard in our kitchen. I love it! |
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| Watching Matthew open a gift. |
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| My dad (in the hat) passing out his gifts to the grandkids, Brad videotaping, Caleb (in striped shirt) apparently pulling his pants down. |
Monday, November 15, 2010
My Lukey Boy
Our second born son, Luke(4), is quite an amazing little boy. He is full of silliness, lots of "tricks" and jokes, big warm hugs, smooches for his Momma, questions, a tender heart and an occasional bit of wisdom. Now that Luke's older brother is away enjoying first grade for a full day, Luke is the "big man on campus" during much of the day at our home. His mornings are spent playing with his little brothers, reading books with Mom, and entertaining all of us. While the littlest brothers are napping, Luke and I are working on some school skills. He loves it and I think I am enjoying it even more. The learning is fun - he is a bright little guy and it's fun to watch him discover new things. But, our conversations are what I treasure most about our time together. I am doing my best to remember them, write them on my heart...I don't want to forget his precious heart and his innocence. Here are a few recent conversations:
Having measured himself on our family's growth chart earlier in the day, Luke had some questions about growing up.
Luke: Mommy, when I grow up, I am going to shrink back down to be a boy.
Me: Luke, that sounds like fun. But, God made our bodies to grow up just one time. When you are a big man like Daddy, you will stay a big man. You only get one chance to be a little boy - that is why Daddy and I try to make it so much fun for you.
Luke: But, I don't want to grow up.
Me: Why not, honey?
Luke: Because grown ups drink coffee and I don't like coffee.
The conversation from today was heart-breaking and a precious gift all wrapped in one package:
Luke: Mommy, how did Gran get to Heaven with Jesus?
Me: (pausing to pray that God would give me words) Well, Luke, Jesus came to carry her to Heaven. He didn't want her to be afraid, so He came to get her because He knows the way to Heaven and Gran had never been there before.
Luke: (smiles sweetly) That's nice. Can we go pick her up for Thanksgiving?
Me: (fighting back tears) Oh, Luke, that is such a nice idea. I really wish we could do that...it would be so fun to spend time with Gran. But, Heaven is the kind of place you never want to leave. It's so wonderful and Gran is so happy there.
Luke: Oh, okay.
I am so thankful for this little boy who challenges me as a mother and loves me with a God-sized love. What a gift to be his Mommy.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
A Visit From The “Old Codger” and His Crew
PaPa has done his best to adjust to this “new normal” of living without his wife of over 60 years. He recently took a trip “down home”, to his birthplace. He visited with old friends and his siblings and their families who still live in North Carolina. At 88 years old, PaPa has finally given up driving. Brad’s brother drove PaPa, NeeNee Linda {Brad’s mom}, and Aunt Sherri {Linda’s sister} on their big adventure. After a week full of fun, they stopped by our house for a sleepover before heading home to Indiana. I guess they were looking to end their vacation with some extra excitement! {snicker} The Johnson boys excel in creating excitement! This photo is proof. Notice young Luke smiling politely for the camera. Sam has PaPa’s hat and cane, pretending to be an old man. Caleb and Matthew have stopped squirming long enough to capture this image. George {the dog} seems to be the most obedient. Amazingly, PaPa is grinning from ear to ear. What a good sport. He loves these little squirrely great-grandsons of his.
On a previous visit, PaPa had been working on a cross word puzzle {one of his favorites hobbies before his eyesight began to fail} and Sam was intrigued. He very patiently explained the puzzle to Sam, clues to down words here…and across words there. He asked PaPa how he knew all of the answers. PaPa laughed {his grin is so broad that his eyes disappear – it’s adorable} and told Sam that when you live to be an “old codger,” you know lots of things. So, thus began a new “inside joke” for PaPa’s stay. We all called him the “old codger” and he loved it.
All of the boys love crawling on PaPa and asking him questions about everything. They took turns wearing his hat and walking with his cane…and he just took it all in. It seemed like his heart was full. I sure hope so…we love that “old codger.”
Friday, January 29, 2010
Back At It
Wow...I think I have been struggling with some writer's block, some serious lack of motivation, or just feeling overwhelmed in how far I have gotten behind here at the ol' blog. But, I think I am ready to get back at it.
As promised in the last post, I gotta few things to cover from the holiday season. We'll do it bullet point style!
- We hosted our second annual “Johnson Gingerbread Party.” Sam and Luke each invited a friend over to decorate a gingerbread house one Sunday afternoon. It was such gooey, sugary, sweet fun to watch our boys and their friends be creative. Much fun was had and much candy was consumed. {chuckle}
- My sweet little Sam certainly has his mother's blood coursing through his veins. He suffers from the same excitement and anticipation issues as I do. {grin} I can vividly remember being so excited for Christmas to arrive that I would lay awake for hours before finally falling asleep on Christmas Eve...only to awaken a few hours later and then trying to convince my parents that 3:30 am was a great time to begin the celebrating! The Lord used these sweet childhood memories to help me give Sam the extra grace he required on Christmas Eve. He woke up at around midnight (just minutes after I had finished placing the gifts under the tree and stuffing stockings) and asked me to snuggle with him because he was having trouble getting back to sleep. I called upon my own childhood memories and mustered the strength to stumble to his bed with him. We lay in the dark whispering and giggling...I am so thankful that God caused me to be gracious to Sam...I could have missed making that sweet memory with him. Did I mention that he finally fell asleep at 4:30 am? Oh yeah, he was awake again at 6:30 am ready to go!
- Christmas day was simply sweet. It was just the six of us enjoying the day in our old Kentucky home. We sang "Happy Birthday!" to Jesus and enjoyed some of His birthday cake for our breakfast. This tradition began back in 2004 and it's one of my favorites...and I think the boys enjoy it, too.
- Luke sang "Happy Birthday, Jesus!" for weeks on end, both before and after Christmas. It made my heart smile to hear his sweet voice singing this song of praise. {grin}
- Matthew was so excited about his gifts on Christmas. He is a man of few words, but is always expressive. His eyes open wide, his eyebrows raise, and his mouth forms a perfect little "o" shape as he says, "Ohhh!" and "Wow!" and "Ahhh!" Such a sweet boy who truly appreciated each gift.
- Caleb took on the job of reminding me to turn on our outdoor Christmas lights each evening. He’d run to the love seat in our living room and look out the window while instructing me to “Turn on, Mommy!”
- Sam used his allowance money to buy gifts for each of his brothers. We did our shopping at the dollar store - lot's of options for a boy with $5 in his hand. He thoughtfully chose a gift for each of his brothers and took great pride in wrapping them himself.
Caleb opening his well-wrapped gift from Sam.
- The sight of my four boys in matching pajamas on Christmas Eve thrills my heart. I know that this is not normal...but, as a mom of all boys - there are so few "clothing related" joys! {giggle}
- As an afterthought, I bought a very inexpensive gift for the boy’s stockings. A package of 4 silly glasses/nose things (what are they called anyway?) for one dollar. These turned out to be the “hit” of the day. We laughed at one another and really got our money’s worth of them.
Luke and Sam…so stylish.
Is that Peter Pan in disguise or Matthew?
- The boys and I all enjoyed having more time with Brad during the holidays. Things are always better when Daddy is home. {grin}
I think I am on a roll now….getting excited about getting caught up. So many more good stories to tell about how God is restoring Caleb’s health, time with our extended family’s over the holidays, and the twin’s second birthday celebration! I really am back at it!





